I just don’t feel like posting for awhile. Enjoy what I have posted. I’m sure I’ll come back here when my words can come out.
Let’s first identify the word, convoluted. According to the Oxford dictionary it means: (especially of an argument, story, or sentence) extremely complex and difficult to follow.
Does that make sense to anyone studying magic or the occult? To a noob, magic is a wonderland of surprises and neat happenings. As you progress, magic will become more of a necessity instead of being ‘fun.’ The seriousness of the mundane world can weigh heavily on us and that can have an effect on our spirituality too.
People seem to make Demonolatry look extremely hard, when it’s not. All you need to do is begin praying to a Demon of your choice.
I cannot even stand the new magic books that are out there. They purposely throw things in there to confuse students. You all won’t believe how many people I’ve gotten questions from, doing all of those goddamn banishings from traditional grimiores! Most of them, their asses are already busted…from the Demons themselves.
When I teach, it’s all practical. I don’t like being esoteric in my language. That is just another convoluted way to get your teachings across, I guess. And that’s not the right way in my opinion. I believe teacher/student should be open to each other and have a warm relationship. I never got into the Priesthood by being a cold bitch.
An Explanation of Why I Call Myself A High Priestess
When I was in a group, I made it to Assisting Priestess. That was nine years ago. A TON of transformation happened and my new teachers and friends regard me as a High Priestess. It also comes with the knowledge. I’ve been studying magic for 25 years now, officially! Wow. I just figured that out! LOL.
Basically, what I’m trying to say with this post is that to stay away from difficult to follow or understanding of contexts within the literature of the Demonolatry community. Never assume that if you talk to another Demonolator that they will automatically make them friendly to you. Be careful of odd views. Odd as in: Someone thinks their the Antichrist (hellfire and brimstone!), superstitious beliefs (Demonolators aren’t usually superstitious) or being possessed by a Demon. Things like this have no place in Demonolatry.
We are not in control of the Demons. But they will help us in any way. They will always be our companions on the dark side of life.
What You Will Need:
This is a full on house cleansing. So be prepared to clean your home everywhere. From top to bottom. Once your home is cleansed, it is warded.
- A Limpia
The recipe for this limpia (clean) isn’t too complicated, but you will need fresh herbs for this one. They are usually easy to come across in the grocery store. Get fresh:
- Bay Leaf
- Oregano or Thyme (Oregano is recommended if you have trouble with the law; if not, use Thyme, as it is an age old cleansing ingredient)
Boil these herbs together. Strain and bottle. Take this mixture and add it to some white vinegar. Use this to clean your floors, baseboards, cabinets, etc. Use a bucket so you can dump the water out in the street when you’re done.
Fully vacuum your whole home.
Cense your entire home with this incense:
- Siam Benzoin
- White Sandalwood
Anointing with Oil
Use a standard anointing oil of blessing to anoint your doors and exits (including hearths). Ask that Satan (and Patron/Matron) bless and keep your home safe.
Next, you will need a blade. This part is warding your home. Use a standard invocation of Satan at each entrance to the home and windows, asking him to ward your home and keep it safe from all harm. Trace his sigil with the blade at each spot.
If you are exorcising dead people from your home, ask Eurynomous to take them to the Light.
If the home still doesn’t feel right, email me at email@example.com
I must apologize for not posting more. I have been on a short vacation visiting with my son. It happens every year, but may not be in the future. He’s turning 18 next year, so he may have other plans. He will be busy with college. He’s starting mechanical engineering and physics at Michigan Technological University this Fall. He’ll be getting his bachelors, going on to more school to get a PhD in Physics. He changed his major around…hopefully he will stay on the same path.
I have to say some other things. I notice that people want more instructional teaching from ME online. Well, there is PLENTY of it on YouTube from others. I don’t want to sound greedy, but if someone wants my teaching, they’re going to have to pay for it by the hour unless they are my student. Teaching is hard work. It’s not easy by any means. Teaching material just doesn’t fall out of my ass. There is a lot of prep work. There is homework that has to be carefully studied to make sure the student is understanding what I’m instructing. I’m busy enough with my real life group to teach any online students. I will answer questions and help out, but I won’t get much further unless I get something out of it. Call it whatever you want. I deserve to be paid for my time just like anyone else with a job does. Being a professional magician IS a job.
I am in need of some magical work at the moment. General magic work starts at $70. Love work starts at $200. Why? Ask yourself…love work is soooo complicated. Just check out ol lovely Black Witch S’ video (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mi-MlnNHD-4&t=490s) on why love work isn’t always successful. She’s got some wisdom to share.
Anyway, back to the topic of my magical work. I do mostly work with Demons. But I also work with Palo forces. Mostly Mama Chola. My magic doesn’t have to be a huge amount of money to be effective. Some people will think I charge too much. None of my clients have ever complained about the pricing of my work or even of the work itself. I’ve always gotten good feedback. I try my best to make everyone happy.
So if your looking for serious magic, go no further. 🙂 Just email me or go to my Etsy store for further details. (Yes I know, plug, plug, plug)
Suggestions for Ritual Music:
The Devil & the Universe (anything)
Westgate – Permutations
Abyss – Demonolatry Hymns
Do a search for ritual music on YouTube. There are quite a few interesting songs. Even some “satanic” ones. I also have Palo music, but I’m not going to recommend it. I suggest you find some on your own. It’s powerful stuff.
I guess you could say that I’m working eclectically right now. But I still really hate that word. Eclectic. Makes me think of Wiccans calling upon different goddesses, such as Oya and Minerva in the same circle. Yikes! I’m not a mixer of pantheons.
I had a fabulous Rite to Flereous. I felt his presence more than ever before. Usually my summer solstice rites were kind of dull with energy unless I was with other people. Flereous was here strong. His presence was very known.
But I have gotten back into some of my Palo roots. NEVER did I say I was giving up on Palo completely. Just on the initiation. It’s so crazy expensive. I’ve been working with Lucero and I’ll be getting something special for Mama Chola.
Feeling good, powerful, spiritual energies going strong.
So, okay. My magic may go into hundred(s) of dollars sometimes. There are sound reasons for that. It depends on what kind of magic I’m doing, what the risks are, and what the benefits may be.
BUT – HOLY SHIT BATMAN! (RIP Adam West) I heard that this one rather “famous” YouTube “Witch” is charging 10K for spells!!! That is fucking unreasonable and anyone who is willing to fork over that kind of cash to ANYONE, particularly to some “Witch” that they don’t know in REAL LIFE is irresponsible, stupid, and absolutely IGNORANT! Do your research before you invest in a spellcaster. I don’t care how ‘beautiful’ she is. I don’t care how mystical her Etsy site looks. I don’t care if she says “I’ll curse them for you.” Steer clear of these online spellcasters, they are fakes, charlatans, frauds, and pieces of dog shit.
That goes for male spellcasters too. I just generalized Witch to female. So sue me.
I take the time to get to know my clients. I research them, find out what’s going on. I try to work in the most economical way that I can for each person. I’m not one who just throws caution to the wind and buys super expensive occult shit. My loose incenses and oils are handmade from my own stock. I specially brew magical baths. I make nearly everything by hand. The most important part though, is that I don’t get on my high horse and charge huge bucks for magic that is easily done without a shit load of tools and accoutrements.
Cheaper doesn’t always mean better, either…but being more reasonable is more responsible.
Sorry if my blog contradicts itself…I’ve gone through so many changes since I started this blog in 2014. I hope my readers can understand this; Palo was not a “phase.” It’s still here but not being focused on like the Demons right now. So if you run across posts that say I work with Demons but don’t give blood offerings or whatever, that’s changed. I do not work with Spirit Pots any longer though. Still work with my ancestors. My focus just changed. I am pretty happy where I am. The Demons seem happy that I’m back working with them. I’ve gotten the feeling that I’m ‘home’ again.
I hate to say it. Really do. But there is a lack of information about the finer things in the occult. There’s plenty of 101, ethics, practicals, spellbooks, Wicca garbage, fake sounding “dark” shit, and fucking “hoodoo” up the arse today. There aren’t many workbooks that tell you how to actually sense muertos, work with them, and honor them (aside from my work and the biased work of ATR religion practices). There are very few actual ADVANCED magical books that go beyond 101; and when they do, they end up just being books of correspondences or some stupid Kabbalah, “Qlipothic” or ceremonial magic work. I’m not speaking of Demonolatry books. Most of those are filled with advancing material. Go ahead and say, “Oh EA Koetting is advanced!” Or Michael Ford. Nope, nada, nein! Or, ONA, Temple of this or that, etc etc, ad nauseam.
I have to admit, it’s not easy advancing yourself with just the help of books. You really do need people to help you along the way. That’s one reason I teach. And I don’t charge money for it, unless it’s a certain circumstance where there are exchanges of materials.
Another thing that pisses me off is the amount of illegal PDF’s out there. Writers painstakingly write and edit their books, for their topic and to reach people. They deserve payment. Nothing in life is completely free. It shouldn’t be. If you think so, go to the library. That’s free. I’m fucking pissed that “sacred magick” dot com has my books WITHOUT permission, and they are charging people for it. I tried to write several times, but I am ignored.
I can tell that due to the lack of CORRECT information, people are learning incorrect techniques, or none at all. People come to me and can’t even meditate. They cannot grasp it because all the literature says “Empty your mind completely.” That is not how meditation works. If you have a thought during meditation, acknowledge it and let it go. That simple.
Most of the magic information I find is written poorly, with spelling errors, grammatical errors, capitalization errors rampant within it. This goes along with my last post about “Everyone think’s they can write a book these days.” I’ve come across cheap ass Kindle books that are just repeated information from some internet site or a Cunningham book ripoff on Wicca herbs or oils, etc!??! What has this occult world come to?
I miss the old days when there was no internet. You literally HAD to read books and/or go to other people to learn things. You had to also have some social skills to get along with people who you’re working with. Today, there are hardly any social skills. It’s all “Gimme this now! I NEED this information from you. Goodbye.” Then back to being an antisocial misfit. Because it’s soooo cool to be into the occult. I’m not saying or dissing real life groups out there now, hell no. I’m saying that these youngsters are expecting more for no work on their part. They just want a PDF they can take a peek at, and instantly say “Oooh, I’m a chaos magickian wizard Demonolator!” They NEED a LABEL.
Notice how society has changed??? My husband and I have. In our day, you did not want to be labeled or put into a box. Now it is ALL about being this or that label, and god forbid if someone disagrees with your label. Because then, if someone doesn’t agree, the snowflake needs their “safe space” because they’re all “triggered” by people who don’t give a flying fuck about labels.
There will probably always be a lack of GOOD information about the occult, because people in the “know” don’t tell people their secrets for work. I certainly don’t give out many secrets. And I don’t want to. Especially to people with today’s mentality. I only share with my coven.
Sorry if I come across as rambly. I’m just fed up with crappy material. I want something WORTH reading!! Guess I’ll have to wait until a good Demonolatry book may be printed or I publish my own….
Let’s wait and see…
Advice for peeps that need good info. ::shrug:: If you’re into Demons, S. Connolly is good. If you’re into the Dead, my books are informative. Pretty cheap on Amazon Kindle. My divination with Demons book is on Lulu, in paperback though. If you’re into general magic, older books are better, typically. I’m into Hermeticism, not Kabbalah. So I recommend “Initiation into Hermetics” by Franz Bardon. Also, The Hermetica: The Lost Wisdom of the Pharaohs” by Freke and Gandy. These are eye opening books. I stay the hell away from Crowley. His shit just confused the shit out of me and left me feeling slimy. I don’t even use his version of the Goetia, illustrated or the one written with Mathers. If you want to read old grimiores, that is fine, but fuck off with the Christian conjurations and banishments. Skip Wicca. Ceremonial magic has very few good techniques. All of the LBRP banishments, rules of the “circle”, the ridiculous tool making, it was a waste for me.
If you like the “sinister” aspects, the Qayin crap, the current 218, “Luciferian” crap by Ford (Luciferian Witchcraft was the worst purchase I ever made in my life. What a waste of what, 500 some nonsensical pages). This tells me you still have Christian trappings.
Sorry I’m so verbose this morning. I’m bored as fuck. This is all IMHO, so if ya don’t like it, GTFO. 😛